ILLUSIONS

many come and many go....
many came and went away too....

but same stayed on...some dint whom i wanted....
still some came and never left...
had their own will...had their heart, why had??? they still do.... and so do I...

who am i??? is a question which emerge as a big question..often...
am i really what they feel??? ...or is it just an illusion...

'love'
love me!!!!!!! how??? why???
you do......

you are a friend, very dear...but did you feel i'm dear???
may i ask....
i wouldn't dare to....but what if I did????

its a lazy sunny noon
i wonder by the dusty lonely road
the clouds drifted and filled the sky
it drizzled a li'l
then rained...heavily



it filled me through...
felt it as i drew...
lonely roads were lonely no more

you awaited by the door...
as i arrived...
you glanced away as i got drenched along...
what did you think then??

when you moved toward me...
i almost missed a beat
then i realized u moved towards the door

you were there where i left you...
never thought you would still be there...
still ready with the shade and embraced me and filled me through

i don't know what to call it...
your love or a miracle...
its a boon or a bane...
boon for whom bane for whom??????

question...and only question fill my paths ahead
astonished...overwhelmed...
overjoyed...surprised...

have i deceived you???
but i didn't tell you so.....
but does that justify???
i don't think so...
still you did so...