ILLUSIONS

many come and many go....
many came and went away too....

but same stayed on...some dint whom i wanted....
still some came and never left...
had their own will...had their heart, why had??? they still do.... and so do I...

who am i??? is a question which emerge as a big question..often...
am i really what they feel??? ...or is it just an illusion...

'love'
love me!!!!!!! how??? why???
you do......

you are a friend, very dear...but did you feel i'm dear???
may i ask....
i wouldn't dare to....but what if I did????

its a lazy sunny noon
i wonder by the dusty lonely road
the clouds drifted and filled the sky
it drizzled a li'l
then rained...heavily



it filled me through...
felt it as i drew...
lonely roads were lonely no more

you awaited by the door...
as i arrived...
you glanced away as i got drenched along...
what did you think then??

when you moved toward me...
i almost missed a beat
then i realized u moved towards the door

you were there where i left you...
never thought you would still be there...
still ready with the shade and embraced me and filled me through

i don't know what to call it...
your love or a miracle...
its a boon or a bane...
boon for whom bane for whom??????

question...and only question fill my paths ahead
astonished...overwhelmed...
overjoyed...surprised...

have i deceived you???
but i didn't tell you so.....
but does that justify???
i don't think so...
still you did so...

MEANINGS

you are the one who makes my day, you start my morning and completion of my day....from the rising sun to the sparkling stars...
the rain in the hot summer's afternoon....which soothes the thirsty land...
the birds that chirp in the dawn's glory....till the time they set back to nest...



you came in like a fresh breeze...touched me and passed by within a wink of eye....
you became a friend...in the crowded city of strangers....to calm me down and wipe out the tears,rolling down....
you came up to me to light up the burnt candle...to re-illuminate the hopes of my LIFE

you changed the words from

-"DESERVE" to "LUCKY"
-"LIKE" to "LOVE"
-"LOVE" to "LIFE"

you gave a meaning...gave my heart a reason to sing...
you gave a shoulder to lean on...and lessen the burden of my heart....
you became a patient listener...and gave me more opportunity to talk....
you became a silent admirer, a secret love...whom upon, whom i freely showed all my temper off....
you expressed a little and feel a lot....but have spread your arms to embrace me in every way...with your love and support i found back a land to stand upon...and dance to the tunes i always performed on...



today i say-- i do believe you and trust you more than me in every way...
i feel a tear, rolling down and you far away....
promise that you'll love me on as the days goes by...
i promise to be with you in low and high....

LOVE YOU

WHERE I BELONG

What you are, is way beyond i can ever tell or express. You taught me the words--"WE",
"SHARE", "CARE", "LOVE", "RESPECT", "DIGNITY" and last but definitely not the least "DISCIPLINE".
Like a Mother you cared for us and nourished us...prepared us to face this mighty world...
Like a Friend you shared our happiness in the garden rich in the heavily flowers.....shared our sorrows in showers, by the pond-- in the church...
We danced along happily under the shaded of your trees; in your lap on the field,you embraced us during the winter months....
We sang our songs to your glory on every Monday-- "THE LORETO CHORUS" fill my heart even today.

To East and West of that fair Isle
Where the first Loreto stands
Loreto's banner now doth fly in many distant lands.
In sunny Spain, on Afric's stand
And under the Southern Cross
And westerd ho, where rainbow-hued.
Nigara's water toss

Loreto's banner gaily floats
In lands both East and West
Loreto's name each girl reveres
And holds it ever blest......

DIDUN

My sweetest friend...my love...my dearest and the most significant part of my life.
The hand always on my head to bless me...with her ever constant love and support my nights saw the sun rising, the clouds did have a silver lining. The voice which lifted me, the voice which guided me, showered love....

More than a mother...more than a friend....a mirror and a shadow......your love made me what I'm today. Only if you were here today.....
But you'll always be..in the special place you always had been.
Bless me, and guide me still.........

LOVE YOU